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eyes like flames lyrics decafitated
(smothered) i can see far past the bounds of my existence and there is this kind of peace, unheard in this dream i fight reality and resistance and battle lingers in spoken words but, i feel this life being strangled from me, and i fight to breathe but, i'm being suffocated... suffocated by all your lies breathe coughing choking yes you are provoking me fishing for a meatier soul even old i still grow spinning in your pleasure/pain so strange, eyes like flames well i'm coughing well i'm choking yes you are provoking me breathing in your gasoline fear all clear, i can't hear tasting the dirt of your sins call me, i comprehend well i'm coughing well i'm choking yes, you are provoking i can't breathe i can't breathe suffocate me suffocate me well i'm coughing well i'm choking yes, you are provoking me i can't breathe push-e concrete and so heavy my heart beats to save me but inside all the blaming all the walls are caving look through eyes so shaming idols misbehaving just a little hazy just a little crazy and you keep on pushing me and you keep on pushing me and you keep on pushing me everyone so godly all drop down pray with me now you ask how art thee and i say repenting fallen and so guilty for this life you gave me starving and so hungry for this pain i'm craving and you keep on pushing me and you keep on pushing me and you keep on pushing me fm some kind of fear takes me over rising up to conquer this reality stale to this process my mind is slower adding to the breakdown of my rationality i am i am systematic systematic i hope this doesn't last too long these days possessed by nightfall like a fucking machine growing strong working me over and i just might crawl filter through this sanity empty with uncertainty fighting for my gravity it's just a piece of me i am i am systematic systematic some kind of monster takes me over ties me up to a cross of memories suffer my loses my mind is slower adding to the breakdown of my rationality filter through this sanity empty with uncertainty fighting for my gravity it's just a piece of me i am systematically confused i am tragically abused holding on to you spitting out the courage i'm through filter through this sanity empty with uncertainty fighting for my gravity it's just a piece of me finer things i'm covering up the finer things blistered by your evil ways i find the fire in the things you say with your words you mold my pain mold my pain like clay can you see it i will show you can you see it looking with my heart i don't find it it's covered in the leaves of discontent stolen from the branches of my soul by the wind that burns me oh so cold temptation and all it brings starvation keeps me hungry for the finer things you ripping into my skin hoping to find the weakness within there it is in all of its splendor the anger that is sore the anger that is so tender temptation and all it brings starvation keeps me hungry for the finer things and i don't understand it and i just can't handle it my wasted life my wasted time live for the trauma and die for what's mine crawl through your pity and fall out of line pray on your altar and i wait for a sign temptation and all it brings starvation keeps me hungry for the finer things in you selfless take you can steal all that's real from my hand fake your broken soul, the story's old, tired and bland i'll do nothing something for myself cry it drips away like melted days from my eyes reply when you speak, your voice is weak from your lies i'll do nothing something for myself stepping on my tongue just to keep your dreams alive walking over bones and all the secrets that you hide no one can love me like myself no one can love me like myself take you can steal all that's real from my hand fake your broken soul, the story's old, tired and bland take fake all you can steal cut + dry sleepy and dry wet me down painted in tears i'll be your clown rot i shut my eyes so awaken the blind rot drawn to the inside i shrink away drawn to the inside i shrink away ashes be still dusting my will it's all gone awry cause it's cut and dry rot drawn to the inside i shrink away drawn to the inside i shrink away tiny little torturer what's your device let it sink in all nice and tight you know it makes me feel good to see you hostile inside but i've lost all the innocence of my prime and i can tell you it's all gone awry it leaves you with a feeling that's cut and dry rot drawn to the inside i shrink away drawn to the inside i shrink away crazy crazy. i'm crazy for feeling so lonely i'm crazy, crazy for feeling so blue i knew you would love me as long as you wanted and then someday leave me for somebody new worry, why do i let myself worry? wondering what in the world will i do? crazy for thinking that my love could hold you i'm crazy for trying and crazy for crying and i'm crazy for loving you crazy for thinking my love could hold you i'm crazy for trying and crazy for crying and i'm crazy for loving you smeared broken little pieces of my life to be rubbed out by fault broken and bleeding of the wounds that be rubbed in like salt fragile and it eats me alive i layer up my skin and hide i can feel the seed turning mean growling pissed off inside of me spoken little voices in my head you see smeared into the air spoken lies and choices it's easier to see the smeared soul i bare it's the hassle that keeps me alive the skin is fear on the inside it's the asshole that's turning me pissed on and angry begging you can't stop me from taking you down rage in me from this pain i found wash with me in this suicide tell me you can see it in my bloodshot eyes broken little pieces of my memories rubbed out by fault broken and bleeding, that don't mean shit to me rubbed in like salt it's the hassle that eats me alive layer up my skin and hide it's the asshole that's turning mean pissed on and angry begging you can't stop me from taking you down rage in me from this pain i found wash with me in this suicide tell me you can see it in my bloodshot eyes dirty slap back daddy and a white glove hand kite high mind and a pocket full of sand taste on the tongue that was left by a man slap back daddy's got dirty little hands chew up the life and pick the strings from your teeth shadow of a man at a little boy's feet they attack on a day you won't forget scream through a night of time less spent slap back daddy and his white collar friends drink up and drown in sin he can't sit and he can't bend slap back daddy's got dirty little friends you are so sweet something special is it for the love of this does it make you feel special
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